6 and a half months tomorrow! Lol..To think soon i'm going to be looking after a baby ALL day and night with no prospect of sleep for days at a time. Can you believe that. Not sure i'm going to be ready but hey, with the amount of babysitters i already got i'm sure i'll survive.
Today was quite a day. It still is. Started off thinking bout him again and I truly hate that I still do that. I really wish i didn't care or still have love for him but i can't. This baby growing inside me is proving that everyday.
So let's talk about Aiko, she's been rather quiet in there today, maybe it's because of all the food I've been eating all day. Can't believe how much she kicks me now. As if she playing her own world cup in there without my knowledge. Crazy stuff i must say but another sensation all together.
Palesa had her hands on my belly for quite a long time just to feel her kick. If she could, she'd probably walk around attached to my belly. Lol.. quite funny but at least someone wants to feel her besides me.
Spending the day with my best friend has really helped me keep my mind off things and i don't know why we don't do it more often. Oh well holiday is coming
Quite days are good they give us time to think… it’s okay to still think about him, love him, miss him if you must… think all those safe and warm thoughts then put them away. Each day you must feel all that you can feel, it is your right to do so, it’s one of those rights we take for granted.
ReplyDeleteEnjoy your pregnancy and share it with all those who love you, your buddy has the right idea there ha-ha.
She's crazy but i love her to bits. Gotta try enjoy my last 2 or so months being pregnant before i'm officially a mommy. Her dad should be the one who should want to know bout this pregnancy but he's chosen not to really get involved unless money is concerned.
ReplyDeleteI guess knowing and acknowledging what i'm feeling will help me heal