22:15
Yep! That's right. I had a moment of complete insanity today when I woke up from my nap earlier. Well that's all I can call it really because I don't know what else to label it anymore. Anyway back to my moment of insanity. Well I woke up earlier and in the process of my brain rebooting I caught myself thinking bout… well him! And not just him but him with her and what he could be doing at that moment. For some reason I felt some emotion well up in me at the thought and I don't even know why. That insane moment lasted bout a good minute! A minute of complete insanity I tell you! It's been about 2 weeks now since he called it quits with me and here I am centuries later still involuntarily thinking bout him. That's one place I don't need to go back to… EVER!
Well today was something else though. I'm now 27 weeks pregnant officially(that's 6 months and 3/4 weeks). Seems like I needed to be initiated into this because today I had my worst case of nausea ever and it came out of nowhere, literally. Ended up vomiting the entire contents of my stomach and almost passing out. Not to mention my sudden case of intense burning up! I mean really I burnt up too quickly. My body temperature went from 37,9◦C to well extremely hot in a matter of seconds. What scared me more is that Aiko began moving around and kicking me like crazy. I knew something was very wrong after that happened and I was worried but after my lovely puking session I felt fine. Which was weird. Haven't been able to stomach much since then but I'm trying. Hopefully I'll be better in the morning.
All in all I've had an alright week. I thank god for giving me the opportunity to make it through another Saturday. These late night-early mornings are killing me but I gotta do what I need to to survive. Working on plans to move out soon/ praying that all will work out with that. Need to start my rest regime soon otherwise I might just give birth.. Ha-ha let me not joke like that...
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