Laugh therapy..

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

19:44

I really needed today. Just to be lazy and relax. After the entire incident yesterday and inducing these horrible cramps, I was afraid something might be wrong with Aiko. Barely slept through the night because the cramps carried on until this morning. Stayed in bed. Really at the rate I was going I probably would have ended up in hospital by Friday but thank God I'm fine now. Had cramps at random times throughout my day and they were bad but it's managed to calm down significantly.

I feel great though, emotionally. Spent my day laughing, and laughing good and proper. Laugh therapy is the way forward, backwards and sideways. Spent the day watching Trevor Noah's Crazy Normal DVD. The man is my hero! I love his sense of humour and if I could marry him, I would! The man is everything a woman needs and more Lol.. No joke. In love!

Laughed at Palesa too. I officially deem the girl crazy and off her rocker. She plans on eating my child when she arrives. I quote, "They don't make beef like that anymore". Yes she seriously proclaimed to me that she would put my baby in her mouth! That made me laugh to stitches plus I was watching Trevor at the same time so you can just imagine how that went down. Then she goes and blames me for letting her get on her exercise bike in this heat. Lol.. Ok seriously, what sane person would do ANYTHING in this heat?! Lol.. I love my bestie to death, mara the things she blames me for? Nah… I draw the line when I'm actually there. When I'm not, girl you is on your own!

It's getting closer and closer to my due date! *Excited* I'm 29 weeks and 2 days along today. Come Sunday. I'll be 7 and a half moths pregnant! I don't know why but the more I think of being a mother despite being so young, I know I'm going to have a tough time but it will be the time of my life. The way it's looking now, I think she will be my only child. Took the vow of chastity when things went south with my ex(still feels weird to call him that but I'm getting used to it). Maybe one day, someone will put a ring on my finger and want to spend the rest of their lives with me and accept Aiko as their own but until that day comes, I won't be holding my breath. If I do, I might suffocate (^_^). God doesn't give anyone anything they can't handle and I believe that now more than ever. Getting pregnant at 21 wasn't part of my life plan and it came as a great shock to me but nothing is ever a surprise to Him. God just adjusted his plan for my life and I will get to where he needs me to be in my life. All I need I a lot of patience and faith.

I also just wanted to thank everyone who has my back through this… truly if it wasn't for you guys, I would be in another place all together and not where I am right now. God has truly answered many of my plans through you.. Love you all to death and life and the ends of the universe(^_^)