Just a girl...

08 November 2011

18:36 PM

I was just a girl..that stood in front of a guy and asked him to love her.. Now?! Now I'm a woman who was loved by the man and now she is asking God to give her the strength raise her child to love with the fire of a thousand suns and more.

This is dedicated to every girl that made herself bare to a guy and asked for nothing more than a lil bit of love back and for every guy that ever loved a girl and asked for nothing more than a lil love back. In life we only give our heart away once to that great love. One may give pieces of your heart away to others but you only give the real thing away once and once it's been given away, there's no getting it back.

The thing about love is that no matter how much you try to hide your feelings, they always manage to come out. The beauty about love is that it can and will never return to you void. I'm talking about true love here. The love you share with your family and close friends and that special person you can't seem to imagine life without when you actually do meet them. Love is that thing that makes you cry for no reason. It's that thing that can make you permanently happy and keep a standard of smile on your face that no one will ever see. Love makes a girl glow as if she's made of rays of pure sunlight and makes a guy climb the tallest mountain just to shout to the world that he is crazy about her. It knows no superficial looks. It gives one more of a reason to live and sometimes makes a person lose their will when it is taken away. Love ends wars and allows hearts to heal. Love conquers all and does not fear when obstacles look to be bigger than it is at that moment. Love conquers mountains, hills, valleys, planets and entire solar systems. Love knows no bounds and where those exist, it manages to remove their limits.

We all search for that kind of feeling and when we find it, we hold on to it as if our lives depend on it. And our lives do depend on it. Our first and greatest love should be with our heavenly Father. That's one love that can never fail you because God is love.

"Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your mind and with all your soul and all these things shall be added unto you"

I think I've reached a stage in my life where I feel that I've grown and matured to a stage I didn't really think was possible in such a short space of time. I'm 1 month away from welcoming my greatest love. It's amazing to think that at one stage last year when I was having a conversation with Aiko's dad about how he wanted a child, I really didn't imagine that we would be here almost a year later close to bringing one into the world. I'm grateful for my experiences over the past year ad some months because well I learnt to love without an fear and despite being so hurt, I managed to hold on to love. Unconditional love.

Exciting new experiences await me in a few weeks...